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Thursday, October 20, 2011

Realizing that I have changed...

I am beginning to realize that I have changed. Not in major ways, just in subtle everyday ways that don't much make an impact until you reminisce or look back. At times I think Wow, I am so different to who I was back then (a year ago, a month ago, a decade ago, who knows!) but other times I feel I am exactly the same person. I still cry over stupid things sometimes or sit back and watch how my family is intertwined and how everyone acts together. I laugh the same way, my eyes are still hazel and I still stand up for what I believe in. I am entirely too trusting and believe in second chances, even fifth ones sometimes. I watch the things around me change but I am still and unmovable but I change in little undetectable and unnamable ways.

It most definitely is good change though. Maybe I have matured, grown up a little. All I know is that I have people in my life who keep a grin on my face constantly and that I feel like I'm different. I feel good. Well as good as someone real can on a daily basis. I feel admiration, r.e.s.p.e.c.t., proudness the person I have become and the people I let into my life. Most importantly I feel a calm ease. I feel something really natural and it's great.


And there's my ramble for tonight. I will have the rest of my photo diary up ASAP! This week has gone crazy fast and every time I get my draft up something distracts me. Enjoy your Fridays and weekends lovelies.
♥ Maly Xx.

1 little voices:

♥Abby said...

I know exactly what you mean, darling. I feel the same about myself. I can never pinpoint exactly what has changed about me, but something has. Not in a bad way though.
Your blog still looks ah-mazing!
Wuv you. =)

♥Abby

 

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